My Life.... My Terms

Are You:
1. a cuddler? i didn't really used to be but me and aaron cuddle all the time
2. a morning person? since i've had a baby i have had to be lol
3. are you a perfectionist? no
5. religious?: yes lily changed everything we go to church every other sunday
6. in your pyjamas?: no


Last
1. friend you saw: Amy
2. phoned? Jade
3. sent text: Jordan
4. message over myspace: -
5. instant messaged: Rheann

Today:
1. wore: black sweater with red tshirt underneath and dark blue skinny jeans
2. today was: cold
3. today is: a lazy day cuz every1 was tired from xmas
4. got any plans: no

Favorite:
1. number: 5
2. colour: black
3. season: winter

Currently:
1. missing: some of my shows that r reruns
2. needing: food
3. wanting: candy

q's and a's

q: What was the 1st thing you did this morning?
a: Made coffee

q: Last thing you ate:
a: grilled cheese and pretzels

q: Do you have anything bothering you?
a: no

q: What's the last movie you saw?:
a: Red Eye

q: Where is the last place you went?
a: Walgreens

q: Do you wish upon stars?
a: sometimes

q: Are you a friendly person?:
a: yeah

q: Where did you sleep last night?:
a: in my bed

q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
a: one's black other red

q: Do you have more guy or girl friends?
a: about even

q: When was the last time you really cried?
a: about a month ago

q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
a: it was a great day

q: What are you about to do?
a: type this

q: If you could drink anything right this second, what would it be?
a: pepsi

q: What's your job position called?
a: editor

q: What's your favorite month(s)?
a: December

q: What was your elementary schools mascot?
a: we didnt have on in elementary school mascot

q: what's your favorite bottled water?
a: i'm not picky

q: What were you doing at 9pm tonight?
a: this

q: Did you attend your high school prom?
a: Yeah

q: Did you go to someone else's prom?
a: yeah

q: Do you prefer coffee or tea?
a: coffee

q: Something red within 5 feet?
a: light

q: Ever done the electric slide?
a: yeah

q: How much french do you know?
a: a lot

q: Ever crash a car, been in an accident?
a: i was in an accident but i wasn't driving

q: Do you look good in yellow?
a: no

q: Do you sing?
a: a lil

q: Ever sing in public?
a: When drunk.

q: Least favorite colour?
a: yellow

q: Ever had dippin dots?
a: yeah i love strawberry

q: How many driving tickets have you had?
a: 1

q: Do you own your own house?
a: No i rent a house

q: At what age do you want to get married?
a: I don't know

q: Have you ever been married?
a: No

q: How many kids do you have/want?
a: i have 1 and i want at least 1 more but i'm not in a rush

q: Do you like anyone right now?
a. his name is aaron

Lily is sleeping, so Mommy gets a break, so I decided to update this thing.
I saw the last time, I wrote an entry was back on Febuary 28th. Well, a lot has happened since then.
First off, it was tough, but I was able to get through Lily having chicken pox. The worst part was seeing her in so much pain and hearing that cry and knowing there's no quick fix.
And I told Aaron he was her father. And he started crying. He still owned his place in Rockford, so I moved in there with Lily. As Lily is getting older it is easy to see that she is Aaron's daughter. She looks a lot like him. Same eyes. And naturally, me and Aaron are together again. I love him and it's amazing how we found our way back to each other. I sound like a romance novel.
Trey still visits Lily. Lily calls him Uncle Trey. It's amazing how much Trey has matured. Lily has changed his life. And I will never forget how he was there for me and her.
I want to get some more stuff done like laundrey, lol, while Lily sleeps, so I'll write more soon.
Kelly

My Life:
Shuffle your iPod to create your life musical.

Opening credits: "Jumper" - Third Eye Blind
Waking up: "Minority" - Green Day
Average day: "Dani California"- Red Hot Chili Peppers
First date: "Mr. Brightside" - The Killers
Falling in love: "Summer" - Sum41
Fight Scene: "This Cocaine Makes Me Feel Like I'm On This Song " - System of a Down
Breaking up: "Perfect Situation" - Weezer
Getting back together: "Middle" - Jimmy Eat World
Secret love: "If You Only Could See" - Tonic
Life's okay: "No Rain" - Blind Melon
Mental breakdown: "The Denial Twist" - The White Stripes
Deep thought: "Crashing Down" - Sugarcult
Flashback: "Panic Prone" - Chevelle
Partying: "Meant To Live" - Switchfoot
Happy dance: "Clocks" - Coldplay
Regretting: "Cute Without The E"-Taking Back Sunday
 Long night alone: "Happy?" - Mudvayne
Death scene: "Left Behind" - Slipknot
Ending Credits: "Some Say" - Sum41

You Are a Punk Rocker!

When it comes to rock, you don't follow any rules You know that rocking out is all about taking down the man You've got an incredible stage presence and rock persona You scare moms, make bad girls (or boys) swoon, and live life on the edge!

Your Quirk Factor: 78%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal. No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."

I should be sleeping but I can't. I had to take Lily to the hospital. She was burning up. You think you know fear until when you have a child. Now I'm sounding like my mom. Scary! Even though, I've only been a mom for a little over than three months, I can't imagine not having my baby girl Lily or not keeping her. She means so much to me. So anyway all yesterday she was burning up, so I brought her to the hospital and she has chicken pox. Poor little girl. I have no idea how she got them. I finally just got her to sleep and my heart is just pounding.
Aaron called me and said he was going to be in town this weekend. I really have to talk to him. I was due to have Lily early November but ended up having her November 26 which isn't that late but she was tiny. She was only 4 pound 2 ounces. And the doctors thought that was strange seeing how I actually had her late and for her to be that tiny. So it turns out I wasn't three months pregnant when I found out I was. The doctor who told me that was an idiot. So seeing I wasn't three months pregnant that means Trey couldn't be the father seeing we broke up. So it has to be Aaron. Just to be sure we got a dna test with Trey and no match. So Aaron is the father of Lily, but I haven't been able to get a hold of him cuz he's back in Australia. And out of nowhere he calls me, I would of told him but that's not the sort of thing you say on the phone, so I'm nervous. I still love Aaron so much. And I know if I hadn't pushed him away and broken up with him, he would of acted like a second father to Lily. But he is the father! It's bittersweet. When I found out I was three months along already, I was so sad because that meant Aaron wasn't the father. But then Trey was great through my whole pregnancy. He was so happy. And he loved Lily as much as I did before she was even born. He was so sad when he learned he wasn't her dad, but I'm still living with him. We're not together, just friends. He treats Lily so good. And I hope when Aaron comes back into the picture he doesn't feel like he can't be a part of her life. Lily loves him so much and doesn't even know Aaron. It's a tough situation.
Much Luck This Weekend!
Kelly

What is your favorite..

gum - Juicy Fruit

restaurant - Kelsey's

drink - Diet coke

season - summer

type of weather - warm

emotion - loved

thing to do on a half day - well when I was in school - hang with friends

late-night activity - watch tv

sport - basketball

city - Chicago

store - Hot Topic and Pac Sun


When was the last time you..

cried - a week ago

played a sport - three days ago

laughed - today

hugged someone - today

kissed someone - today

felt depressed - not since I had my Lily

felt elated - ummm... idk

felt overworked - last week

faked sick - year ago

lied - yesterday



What was the last..

word you said - Tight

thing you ate - sub from subway

song you listened to - Bat Country

thing you drank - Gatorade

place you went to - Walgreens

movie you saw - Final Destination 3

movie you rented - Mr. and Mrs. Smith

concert you attended - Greenday



Who was the last person you..

hugged - Trey

cried over - Keith

kissed - Trey

danced with - Aaron

shared a secret with - Rheann

had a sleepover with - Misty

called - Rheann

went to a movie with - Dy

saw - Lily

were angry with - my parents

couldn't take your eyes off of - Lily

obsessed over - uhm........


Have you ever..

danced in the rain - yeah

kissed someone - yes

done drugs - unfortunately yes

drank alcohol - yes

slept around - nope

partied 'til the sun came up - yup

had a movie marathon - yup

gone too far on a dare - prolly

spun until you were immensely dizzy - yeah

taken a survey quite like this before - yup

I'm using Kelly's livejournal...but I think i'm going to make my own. I miss that girl. Misty is depressed again, I feel so bad. She misses her baby bro so much. I do too.

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I have to write this real quick. They think I'm packing. Whena I say they I mean my parents. My parents reported me runaway after like two months. And now they're sending me to a mental hospitial. bcuz my mom thinks I'm distraut they're forcing me to go and there's nothing fucking wrong with me. and my mom says after I'm cured i then have to go to rehab for drugs which I dont have a problem with.... they can do whatever the fuck they want till I turn 18. Shit I have to go there's no way i can call any of u peoples untill i get out pray for me
Kelly